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Kitagawa Leaves the Phansite (Probably Permanently)
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- - - I am tired. Pretending to be fine puts too much stress on me. I am lonely, I am depressed. But that's why I am leaving. Pretending only grows more difficult as I finally begin to go over the deep end, I don't want to annoy or burden people here with my ever-growing depression. My Discord is Specter#8574. Just be warned that my sanity is low and I am likely to simply sit there and lament. I can't pretend to be happy anymore, I have long since lost that ability. - - - https://i.imgur.com/3HxSfvZ.png - - - I may come back if I ever recover and this place is still up, but at the rate I am going down, it seems very unlikely. Farewell, everyone. - - -
Dont give up we believe in you! Jus be yourself and we will not be burdened or annoyed! (This is Zippy wrong account lmao)
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Kitagawa noooooo I'll friend you on discord and send you memes, kk?
Sorry to see you're going. It's been nice talking to you. Don't give up!
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Dont leave us Evan! You were my first friend on the phansite :(
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I know I probably ruined your time here at the phansite so what I am about to say probably won't matter, but: You were a great member and will definitely be missed. You are definitely not a burden, trust me, I caused a lot more trouble. I sincerely hope that you get better. Depression is something that a lot of people on this phansite deal with, and it saddens me that yours has gotten to the point where you have to leave. And thank you, for teaching me a lot of things. I have done a lot of embarrassing mistakes here, and you pointed them out and taught me to learn from them. If you never return, then I really hope your life gets better.
i'll miss you
Cait_Sith#4447 here. If you need to vent, chat, or just have memes, feel free to shoot me a message over Discord. Cheesy thing to say, but I'm not lying when I say I hope things get better.
You were a great member and will definitely be missed.... If you never return, then I really hope your life gets better. Dont give up yet! Talk to someone! Just talk, dont hide, explain how you feel! We can help you and we care about you!
@ZippyHorizon your right, we can't give up. I encourage you to tell someone about what you are going through!
Ah, I see. Well I understand your position, do what's easiest for you okay, and if you ever a place to come back to we'll welcome you back with open arms. See ya later space cowboy!
I So, we may have not talked as much as I wish we had but I really do think of you as a good friend and I value you! If you don't mind, could you pm me though? So that I can give you my discord (if I haven't already, that is) so that when I finally return to there, I can accept it and we can talk hopefully more often because I want you to know that, though you may currently feel alone and be alone, I still cherish you and I wish I could help but with my inability to access a place where we may talk, I'm afraid I cannot be with you for the present Best of luck to your recovery, mother loves you and hopefully we can have that long awaited discussion about NNK2. I think I'm almost done with it!! Also, upon seeing the title to this I did feel rather panicked and other feelings along those lines - don't feel guilty or anything though because I understand And I know this is a really long post but it's kinda just flowing and I don't know ahh I guess I just really care.. And I wouldn't have it any other way Farewell my love, from your loving mother - Luna
@ZippyHorizon your right, we can't give up. I encourage you to tell someone about what you are going through! Ah, when you feel alone and have been through certain events, that proves to be a lot harder that you make it out to be. Though I only know of a smal minority of Kitagawa's unfortunate encounters, I can tell you that this would prove rather difficult for him and with his situation deteriorating at such a rate, it'll only get harder
No! Please don't leave! But if this what you really want than I won't stop you, but just know that you will always have a place here.
Kitagawa, I feel you and I somewhat understand you to some extend, but...I don't want you to give up! I'm not against you leaving the site, that was your decision, but I just don't want you to fall into your depression. I know how being lonely feels, in fact...I still don't have a girlfriend yet...But we're all here for you. I'll be here whenever you need me if you come back...I'll also be on discord if you want... Thank you for your time here Kita, We'll treasure it in our hearts and hopefully, you get better and come back... -Zero-X
Honestly we didn't talk too much but when we did, it was a blast. I hope you find what you're looking for by leaving, although remember that you'll always be welcomed back. You're great.
Well, shit. You were a great guy.
I know how you feel to an extent. I'm depressed too, I pretend I'm fine when I'm not, I can't sleep most nights because I think I might not wake up, hell I'm surprised I haven't had a panic attack yet. But it's your decision, and I know that I can offer little, but I can offer you warm, friendly welcome. I hope you can get better.
Good luck with whatever is going on in your life.
I'll miss you, man. If you ever need to talk, you have my Discord. I'm almost always there.
I know it's too late to say this, but don't worry man, do what you gotta do. Don't let us get in your way. Just know that you're appreciated and missed already. Best of luck. If you want to talk, my Discord is RomIsALemon#1985
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Kitagawa
Thread Creator
#23

- - - https://i.imgur.com/hZ8Ib53.png - - - Let me make something clear. If you add me just to spout idealistic nonsense at me I will block you faster than you can blink. There is no saving me, I don't need support. Nothing anyone can say at this point can help me, I have talked to countless people and have heard every line in the book. Don't think you're special and can help me because that only makes me even more upset. - - -
Well said.
I sent you a discord request so I could send you memes.
Nice. Man you’re cold.
Says the ultimate kuudere.
Is that a compliment?
Ah shit, I didn’t see this... Well, I hope your artist’s block get over with! But fr, take care mang. Papa bless
It is not artists block, it is depression. If he had artists block, then I would suggest that he gets an idea down and try to start it as soon as possible, and then, it becomes easier. @-Light- sure.
- - - https://i.imgur.com/hZ8Ib53.png - - - Let me make something clear. If you add me just to spout idealistic nonsense at me I will block you faster than you can blink. There is no saving me, I don't need support. Nothing anyone can say at this point can help me, I have talked to countless people and have heard every line in the book. Don't think you're special and can help me because that only makes me even more upset. - - -
aaaa Kitagawa, I honestly wish I could talk to you, not even about this, just in general because I still wanna have that NNK2 conversation haha
It is not artists block, it is depression. If he had artists block, then I would suggest that he gets an idea down and try to start it as soon as possible, and then, it becomes easier. @-Light- sure. Ok then.
I don't know what to say, so good luck!
I'll miss you but I just hope things get better for you!
Ewan
#35

Welp, might as well leave too since if someone as high tier as Kitagawa is leaving the phansite has nothing really going for it.
Welp, might as well leave too since if someone as high tier as Kitagawa is leaving the phansite has nothing really going for it.Don't make this about you.
Ewan
#37

Welp, might as well leave too since if someone as high tier as Kitagawa is leaving the phansite has nothing really going for it.Don't make this about you. You're not the boss of me
Eito
#38

Didn't know you but you seem like a great lad. Depression's a bitch that I struggled with a while ago, but I got out and i'm sure you can too. Good luck.
Welp, might as well leave too since if someone as high tier as Kitagawa is leaving the phansite has nothing really going for it. Please don't make it rude for the rest of us It's rather disheartening to see something like that. And I won't "make you" but please do refrain from those comments because it kinda hurts, especially to someone like me
Welp, might as well leave too since if someone as high tier as Kitagawa is leaving the phansite has nothing really going for it. Please don't make it rude for the rest of us It's rather disheartening to see something like that. And I won't "make you" but please do refrain from those comments because it kinda hurts, especially to someone like me He has a right to his opinion if he can argue for it. Anyway, goodbye, Kitagawa. Be safe.
What was the reasoning there though? That the phansite has nothing going for it?
Ewan
#42

If you really want me to argue why, hit me up on PMs and maybe i'll argue it depending on how you ask.
I'm not really one who likes arguments but I'll ask because I'd like to know
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