Hey, it's okay to feel out of place. It's easy for people to feel that way. But just know that you have value and worth far beyond what you can see. You might not believe it, but it's true!
I love ya, man. You've impacted me a lot from the times we've talked, and I'm sure other people on here can say the same.
Take as much time as you need to recover. You'll always be a friend to me, no matter how long we've been apart! So if you ever need to talk or anything, you've got my Snap and Discord, and I just recently started coming back here from time to time. Don't be afraid to reach out to me or anyone else if you ever need to. You don't have to go through this alone^^
In any case, I really hope that you're able to find yourself and be happier with who you are. Best of luck to you, Hikaru!
(edited by JunesBoy)